Suicidal Thoughts...is this Normal?

It seems that I frequently get extremely depressed. I get so depressed that I just want to die and kill myself. I even start yelling it sometimes. Like for example tonight I was lying on my bed thinking and saying that I wanted to kill myself. I then decided to roll over to the floor and continued doing it but louder and more rapidly. I then thought to myself that I should just go to the bathroom and break the lightbulb to slit my wrists.

But yeah is this just something that will fly over or is this serious?

Freedom of Expression...Excites Some, Annoys Others

You know those people who are so strong about their stances that they constantly express it? Of course this isn't a bad thing but at times it can be annoying. Take yesterday when I was walking across my school's student parking lot. I glanced and noticed a truck full of bumper stickers beside me. I went up to the truck to read the stickers. They stated such things as: "So I asked God why is there violence in schools? And he replys because I am not allowed in schools", "Coincidence only exists when one takes God out of the picture", "Slavery (crossed out), Holocaust (crossed out), Abortion. Two down one more to go". Now don't get me wrong I don't care if people are religious, while I don't have a faith I'm no atheist either and consider myself completely neutral on the stance of a God. But this just annoyed me and as for the abortion thing well I'm not a woman so I can't fully comprehend but I think comparing it to slavery and the holocaust is a little extreme.

Even if I agree with the views I find it annoying. Ever seen one of those cliche college films? You know the stereotypical "crazy" college kid political protester? I mean seriously its as if one came to life, crawled out of a TV, and goes to my school. Everyday I see him standing on table tops screaming out "Brothers and Sisters! We must unite to stop this corrupt political system!" and well all that shit. He always preaches and even at one time rapped (yeah rapped like in hip-hop) about his political views trying to persuade people. I mean it's cool and all trying to get people into politics but seriously?

So yeah what do you people think?

The Story of My Life...Summed Up in a Song

Have you ever came across a song that completely describes you? A song that describes the problems you face or the things that have happened? Well it is known that I am a huge metal head however lately there was a song that dwindled in my head, Linkin Park's "Breaking the Habit". Now while I use to love this band I "grew out of them" as I grew more fond of heavier stuff. But when I downloaded this song and listened to the lyrics I was shocked as fuck. It's like they drilled into my head and described EVERYTHING I am (and was) thinking of nearly my whole life.

Here's the lyrics to the song.

Here's the actual song.

Seriously this is just really fucked up. Anyone have any comments or have come across similar situations?